Just when we started to sleep better (and that means waking only three or four times in the night) again comes a sleepless night… Oh my mind, yet another opportunity to surrender to the divinity in all. Ang Sang Wahe Guru
Today I drove my bike quickly to the shop and left the men at home. At first it was such a light feeling (weightless and free hands) and a sort of familiar sensation of freedom and naiveness came to me, as when I was single and doing whatever I wanted with my time. Suddenly that feeling of freedom became a boring emptiness, where life was pointless and lacked real depth. My lesson of that very ordinary trip to the shop was of valuing all the blessings I have been given. Without the pressures and challenges of motherhood, life was not as fun and deep. Gratitude. Gratitude. Gratitude. 24/7. That’s all that is needed.
Now the time is 03:02 and Theo is sound asleep in my arms, hopefully to remain for the rest of the night.